How do you picture yourself in Christ? A servant, a worker, a friend? I have always pictured myself as a Knight. I have dirt and blood on my face, fighting the good fight, willing to give my life for the one true King. By me telling you this, the letter will make more sense.
I just wanted to send you a letter and tell you that you LOST.
You knew that God had plans for me and it scared you. So you set out to destroy me and my family. First, you tried to destroy me personally, you tempted me with bodybuilding drugs, you wanted me in jail because you knew that I would not be as effective in His Kingdom. I did fall into your temptation, but My Lord saved me, I am sure it made you angry.
Then you tried to destroy my family, by tempting me with another female, and again I fell into your temptation. It almost destroyed my family, but again, Our Lord came through and saved us. We beat the odds and survived, I bet it must have made you very angry.
Finally, I had my life together; I was being the person that God wanted me to be. You could not destroy me mentally so you went after my physical body. I found out I had an incurable disease. Looking back I see now what you wanted, it was not the disease, it was the fact that I wanted to kill myself, you wanted me out of the picture for good. You almost got what you wanted, but again my LORD and my family saved me. You LOST. I am still here and still fighting, and because of your failure, and Christ’s victory, He helped Kim start this ebay store, which is reaching new people every day.
You are such a weak creature, I know that you have to ask permission of My Lord to do anything; even you acknowledge God’s awesome power! Every victory in Christ only makes me stronger. My body may be somewhat crippled, but you will NEVER KILL MY SPIRIT.
Victorious in Christ,
Ps. you may win little victories here on this earth, but I know how the story ends……YOU LOSE.